Goodbyes

I know I keep saying I have new places to blog about but I’m being serious. I just haven’t gotten around to it yet. You know, with the whole packing up five years of my life here in college, saying bye to everyone, and moving back home to work full time for the rest of my life – it’s a lot for a girl to take.

Graduation? Check! Birthday? Check! Brother’s second graduation? Check! Packing my life up? Halfway check!

In a few days, I’m headed to Destin and New Olreans.

And remember my last post about no go to Hong Kong? Things have changed and I’ll be going there in July! Very excited. I haven’t seen my mum’s side of the family since 3rd grade!

Here’s a picture from my Spring Break road trip with the family. This was at Oklahoma. Balancing on that was tough.

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Jenny’s graduation is this Saturday. My brother, Tammy, and Billy will be coming in tonight along with Pluto and Krypto! Whoop! So excited … to see Pluto! Winking smile

Vulnerability

Last night I went out with Andrew C. and Billy and it was amazing. Only because I got to see so many other people that we didn’t even know was going to be at Wild West. It was one of the best nights I’ve had.

But I also made a bet that I wouldn’t talk to Andrew C. from Friday (today) till Sunday. So far, so good. Only because he really did hurt my feelings from something he said. Joke or not. Drunk or not.

Note to self: Do not drink the day before Vocals class.

Today in Leadership Challenge class we went around in a circle and said what that person has been blessed with a gift. Things like that person has: heart, courage, emotions, that they: care, love, give, never take, etc. It was one of the best lessons. I learned a lot about how people see me and how others see one another.

I’ve always been a vulnerable person but to show it, that’s a weakness and so I try my best not to cry or show I care. But no matter how much of the tough girl act I show, they can see right through me and they find me crumbling in the palm of their hands during that class.

I. Cry. Like. A. Baby.

A group of us went out to eat afterward and it was just so wonderful to be in their presence. To know that together we are stronger.

Heartaches and mistakes,
How many hits can a good girl take?
I’m tired of hurting, slowly learning.
Irate you’re too late.
Look at the mess that you’ve created.
♥ He Is We

Brutha!

I had my first Friday filled with school yesterday. It was horrific in some ways but great in others.

Guitar class. Vocal class. Leadership Challenge class. Meetings filled with FTK work. In the end, I was at school from 8am – 6:30pm.

Ridiculous. But somewhere deep inside, I loved it because I know that I’ll never get a chance to do what I love (FTK) again once I graduate.

I hauled ass out of there to shower. Then waited until my brother got into town!! Smile And headed out to meet Andrew, Paul, Jakob and their friends at Flying Saucer. Had some laughs with some beers then headed to the Cantina for more. Billy showed up and we scouted boys and talked about life and boys … it was fun. The other boys played pool and drank.

In the end, it was only Andrew, Billy, and I and we talked about various things then went and got taco’s at the taco truck right outside. Freak of nature delicious. No pictures though. I devoured them before there was a chance! Smile Sadly, I heard they were moving to another location because the landowners are assholes. Boo.

I hope you all have a good weekend! I get to spend it with the brother! Open-mouthed smile